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Sebastian Michaelis ([personal profile] hisbutler_bound) wrote2018-04-19 02:32 pm

In the end we all must go Somewhere

[After the crash, it didn't take long for things to get dull for Sebastian. The facility's crash landing had absorbed most of his energy by the time it had made impact with the surface. Crawling out of the wreckage and protecting the ones that were required, in whatever deals he had in place, practically erased the fresh soul he had received just a month or so before. Hungry again, he did what he could to compensate in order to keep Ciel's Last Order in effect.

The area around the now sizable crater had been completely decimated. It forced survivors away from their comfort zone into the wilderness and while predators weren't that numerous there was the occasional wild beast and prey to be found. For a demon like Sebastian, hunting came easy. It's just he had no reason to do so without a purpose. Occasionally he would leave food for those left that had a deal but over time even that repetition had become pointless.

The clone sickness, without a cure, had begun to take effect slowly. One by one, survivors began to die. He would watch souls fade from around him like soft fading lights that had withered a long time ago once hope became lost. Medics started to die and without the means to produce a proper cure, the inevitable began to set in. Death was coming and even Sebastian knew that. Even the minor deal he had with Shikamaru was not enough. Without a will, the man was utterly useless to him and while he had tried for conversation or encouragement on occasion, Shikamaru had stopped talking all together. Sebastian began to stray from him, choosing to seek out others to pass the time but like everyone else, many did not last long.

With very few people left, he hadn't been surprised that he was one of the few remaining. Still, he felt weak, lost, somewhat confused, and mostly angry. The realization that he may never return to Victorian England was a heavy weight to bare. Even if he did, he would never get to feast on Ciel's soul. He wouldn't have the strength or Ciel's will to take down his true self in order to replace him. The final straw was when Madame had died. She had been a clone of his true feline at home and when the clone sickness took her, Sebastian had stopped moving all together. Often as a cat or a bird he would linger in the dead trees near the crash site, watching... but mostly waiting.
nihonjika: (in the clouds)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-20 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Shikamaru hadn't expected very many people to survive the crash. Maybe a few, the strongest and most durable among them, but he certainly hadn't thought he would live to see it. It would've been easier, certainly, to die in the chaos of those final moments, and yet here he was. One of the first and one of the last. The only of the first batch to make it this far, and this is where he was going to die. On a rocky hill overlooking a murky pond on an alien planet, further from anything resembling home than he could ever imagine... and alone.

He'd done what he could at first. Survival came almost laughably easily. He was armed with skills and knowledge and weapons useful in the alien terrain they'd landed in, barely having to run on more than autopilot to carry himself from day to day. There wasn't much point in it, really, except... other people had survived with him. Other people without those skills or tools. People who, at least briefly, sparked that last little something he had left to give. That need to continue. To make sure the others continued, soldiering on so that maybe (maybe), a handful of the victims of this entire mess could find some kind of justification. Get something out of this cruel, pointless mess.

But they're so few now. So few, and fading quickly, falling to the clone sickness. During his entire stay in the facility it had only dropped Shikamaru once or twice, an incredibly good track record compared to the rest of the population. It would take him eventually, but he couldn't know when. Didn't know how long he would be allowed to linger like this, watching everything he fought for for years disappear, one flawed body at a time. There was nothing more he could do. He really might be the last if things continued this way.


He didn't want to be.




It's strange to have that desire, but he hasn't felt much of anything since Temari and Tsunade were terminated. Feeling anything at all is a novelty at this point. Shikamaru looks to the sky, staring at clouds that are the wrong color. Counts too many moons, visible even though the planet's sun has not yet begun to set. He can hear creatures moving in the strange forest around him and knows they look nothing like the four-legged silhouette his mind supplies.

He takes a breath, then another, and... yeah, this feels right. As right as anything can feel.


Not too far away from Sebastian, on a small hill just outside the crash radius, there's a pull. A call. Nothing particularly urgent, but a call nonetheless, and that's where Sebastian will find Shikamaru. He's a far cry from his old self, a little too thin and a little too tired, a strangely enduring shadow of is former self, but he's more present now than he has been in quite some time. Sitting at the top of the rise, he's looks out over the water with an expression that seems almost peaceful.

He's ready.]
nihonjika: (pout)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-20 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[That's unexpected.

Shikamaru's at peace with this. He wouldn't have called if he wasn't ready. As long as he's sure it's been since Sebastian ate, as long as the demon's been waiting for Shikamaru's soul in particular... this should be over already. Sebastian's always been his last resort. The ace up his sleeve that he's never had to pull. A suicide pill clenched between his teeth.

He looks up at Sebastian for a few long moments, body relaxed even as some confusion sneaks into his expression. It's little more than a slightly raised eyebrow, a wisp of something Shikamaru used to be. A silent question.

What are you waiting for?]


... Hey.

[His voice cracks from disuse. God, how long has it been since he actually spoke to another person?]
nihonjika: (walking in the light)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-20 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[Shikamaru should be on edge right now. Before the beginning of the end, that tone and that expression from Sebastian would have set off so many warning bells. The signs of a lack of patience and the likely attack in the very near future.

But Shikamaru doesn't tense. Doesn't even seem a little wary. He looks Sebastian up and down slowly, eyes automatically picking out those little details. Those imperfections in the demon's appearance. He doesn't really want to do it. Isn't putting much effort into it. It just happens, as does the conclusion he comes to.

This is not going to go how he thought it would. And he doesn't know what's going to happen now, but there's no sense in lying. It's hard to pick out every reason, to define exactly what had held him back with just words, but they're well past intentional falsehoods and withholding information at this point.]


I wasn't a finished yet.

[But he is now. Val would be proud.]
Edited 2018-04-20 04:38 (UTC)
nihonjika: (pout)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-22 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Shikamaru's collar remains. It's black, like every collar turned just before the crash (Val's last gift. Or malfunction), but he's without the means to remove it. Hasn't really thought to, to be perfectly honest. Four years is a long time to get used to something, and with it not holding him back? He hasn't given its presence much thought.

He doesn't fight Sebastian's hands, tipping his head up at the demon's urging. There's some fear, of course, but it's simple instinct, easily hushed and pushed aside. Prey always knows danger when it approaches, but this is what Shikamaru's been waiting for. Sebastian is danger, and there will be pain, but then it'll be over. He's finished.]


... Can't go home.

[The words are flat, his face impassive, but there's... something else there. Small, like the glow of the last embers of a dying fire after a soft breeze. Home. He hasn't thought about Konoha in a very long time, because why should he? It's not really his home, no matter what his memories say. Never was and never can be.

But it still tugs at something inside him.]
nihonjika: (i don't like this)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-22 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
[He still doesn't move, but for the first time since this encounter started, Shikamaru's visibly thinking. Calculating. Taking Sebastian's words and turning them over, checking their meaning from different angles. Scrutinizing in that way that only he can.

Sebastian isn't ready to die, but the only person either of them know who might have a chance against the clone sickness likely only exists in one world now. Shikamaru's world. A world that the Consortium must have had access to at some point, however the cloning itself was eventually done.

... He thinks he can get them home. Konoha.


He's always known Sebastian was powerful, capable of impossible things. Nigh unstoppable with the right will driving him, but he's never thought about using him this way. About pushing so far. It wouldn't have been possible on the station with the collars in place, but he can see how free Sebastian is now. Shikamarus's eyes flick from Sebastian's bare neck toward where he knows the wreckage lays not far behind them, then back to the demon's face. A silent question.]
nihonjika: (now is serious discussion times)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-22 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[It's possible.

Fix the ship and fly away. Forget the few fading souls that remain here and leave. Go home. Be with his family again. His team. Chouji. Temari. However long it might take, whatever the price, it would be worth it just to see them again. To see his village through its pain and hardships. To protect The King. But...]


... I already exist there.

[Said matter-of-factly. He long ago made peace with being a clone. With not being the original, but after a certain point it hadn't really mattered. He couldn't go home anyway. Now? Now he might be able to, but unless history's gone rather differently than he was told, his spot is already taken.

But he wants. With the option now in front of him, he wants it so badly.]
nihonjika: (at the grave)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-23 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
[He watches the marking on Sebastian's hand flicker and fade, and he knows. He doesn't know everything about how Sebastian's contracts work, but he knows.]

He won't know you at all.

[It would be laughably easy. He's no longer the same person, but Shikamaru remembers what he was. Who he was based on. His original is just as intelligent, has just as much potential, but he lacks experience. Lacks the skill and instincts that come from years of being forced to endure pure hell. Shikamaru's sure he could take out his original without Sebastian's help, and with it... he wouldn't stand a chance.

But should he? Shikamaru already exists there, so is it right to step in and take his place? Is it even possible? He's very different from the man he's meant to be now, mentally and physically. It wouldn't be an easy transition to make, assuming he could make it at all. Then there's Sebastian to consider. Hiding him won't be an issue with Sebastian's skill set, but he'll only be on a leash for as long as any contract they form holds. After that...

But the more he thinks about it? The more he finds that he just doesn't care. He could sit and think this all through well into the night, going over the pros and cons, what ifs and maybes, but he doesn't want to. A deal like this wouldn't be perfect for anyone involved, but it's the best option they have and he can figure out the particulars later. He knows he can do it, given the time and resources that would be available in his world. He could say yes. He could go home. He had every intention of giving his soul to the demon standing over him anyway, so why not get something out of it that he desperately wants anyway?

How long has it been since he made a truly selfish decision?


Shikamaru's quiet for a long time, fingertips pressed together and eyes turned toward the setting sun. Were anyone else watching, they might think he was bored, maybe even ignoring the demon completely, but Sebastian will know different. He'll feel the resolve as it grows stronger. As those last little bits of mental resistance are methodically stripped away.]


... Tell me how your contracts work.
nihonjika: (i am your god)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-23 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
No take backs, huh. [It's not a question. They'll discuss his "wishes" (Sebastian's leash) afterward, but the moment Shikamaru comes to the table his soul is on the line. Not surprising. He'll have to be careful with his terms, of course. Having a shared goal does not and will not make them friends, or even allies. Will not make Sebastian a creature with feelings or morals. Sebastian is a tool at best, a wild animal at worst. Something to be controlled and used, but never disrespected.]

I don't plan on living forever. [Nice to know they're on the same page, isn't it? Shikamaru reaches up and briefly runs his fingers over the scars on his right cheek. They'll need a strong bond to do what they plan to. No sense in holding back now. He knows it'll hurt. He's felt something like it before when making his deal with Sebastian, but he can take it. It'll be nothing compared to everything he's already gone through.]

... My right eye. Do it.
nihonjika: (playing shogi)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-23 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[It hurts. It hurts so much more than he remembered. Shikamaru's left eye goes wide and his scream echos through the strange woods around them. He can take the pain, of course, but that doesn't mean he was ready for it. It's sharp and alive and burning hot, like live wires being driven into his skull, and he's left gasping when Sebastian finally pulls his hand away. He can feel blood streaming down his face, through fingers that automatically (though belatedly) rose to protect his throbbing eye, but he pays the mess little mind. It only takes him a few moments to recover, at least to a point that he can lower his hand again to reveal the glowing seal burned into his eye. Not as large and striking as it seemed on Ciel, but impossible to miss all the same. The deed is done.]

Pushy... [He mumbles to himself and, defying Sebastian's expectations, slowly rises to take the other seat for himself. In the past he wouldn't have indulged in such simple little games, but things are different now. He's not "above" Sebastian now, nor is he simple prey. They're partners now, of a sort. Their deal is struck, and he won't discuss such important terms without being on even ground, even if only literally.

Three wishes. Three rules to bind Sebastian, and time limit within which to do so.]


Goal first. I don't want to return to my world just to be there. [He speaks slowly, careful with his words.] I need to serve my village. Be of use. Our contract ends when, after we've made it to my home world, it is no longer possible for me to be of use to the people of Konohagakure.

[Vague, but not forever. With more than one potential out for Sebastian, and it binds Shikamaru as well. Forces him to make worthwhile use of the life he has left. To justify the evils he's already committing to carrying out, and once he's no longer useful? Well, there's no reason for him to continue on anyway.]

Acceptable?
nihonjika: (dotdotdot)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-23 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Of course they deceive, and Shikamaru's ready for it. He won't be surprised when his time finally comes (he'll only have himself to blame, after all), but he's sure as hell going to make Sebastian work a little for it. He leans back in his chair a little, shoulders falling into a natural slump as his body continues to work through the little aftershocks of pain in his eye.]

That depends on the person. Shinobi work isn't exactly easy on the body. [And because he knows Sebastian isn't stupid:] My skills as a strategist would let me serve for longer than my body would alone, but I will not ask for your unconditional protection as a part of my overall terms, and if I cannot successfully integrate myself into the village, I'm of no use and our contract is fulfilled.
nihonjika: (cheh)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-23 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[As much as Shikamaru wants to go home, Sebastian needs him more than he needs the demon. While not specifically binding, it's in Sebastian's best interests not only to keep Shikamaru alive, but to ensure that his integration into the village is successful. Tsunade won't treat a shinobi that doesn't belong, and without Shikamaru, Sebastian doesn't have a chance.

In years past he might even have felt a little smug about his advantageous position. Not now.]


Agreed. [Their seals glow and Shikamaru takes a moment to reach up and wipe some of the blood from his face, frowning down at the stains on his fingers as if they're just a mere nuisance. The goal was the hard part. His terms are simple and he's already thought them through.]

You will obey my every command.
nihonjika: (we already talked about this)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-24 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Adjustments will need to be made on both their parts. Becoming whatever he needs to be is a given for Sebastian, but if things go as Shikamaru's beginning to plan? The biggest shift in behavior between them will have to be on the shinobi's end.

A quick acceptance, yes, but one Shikamaru was expecting. He's watched Sebastian interact with more than one master. He's a deceiver, but where these terms are concerned, he'll follow them to the letter. Speaking of which...]


You will never lie to or intentionally mislead me.
nihonjika: (don't say stupid shit)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-24 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Shikamaru briefly raises an eyebrow, as close as he's gotten to that special brand of sass that became common during his interactions with Sebastian over the years. C'mon, man, you know it can't be that easy. Shikamaru's had years to learn his way around the your games.]

Ignorance is just as painful. Only delayed. Agreed. [Their contracts glow again, and Shikamaru continues with his final term.]

You will not harm, betray, or otherwise act against a loyal citizen of Konohagakure without my express permission.

[Which, admittedly, does leave Sebastian a loop hole to try and take advantage of before they arrive, but Shikamaru's confident in the demon's desire to reach Tsunade and a potential cure. And once he's integrated into the village? He'll count as a citizen and fall under the anti-betrayal umbrella.]
nihonjika: (concerned)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-04-24 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
[That gives Shikamaru pause. He's actually not terribly concerned with using these terms to force Sebastian to protect Konoha. No one can be safe all the time. When conflicts arise, lives will be lost. He'll always do whatever he can to prevent it, but that's just the way of things. Sebastian can be used as a tool of protection if necessary through on the spot orders, but Shikamaru's main focus is making sure that he can do the village and its people no harm while Shikamaru has his leash.

He could keep it simple and specify literal citizens, closing the loopholes for allies with specific commands later... or he could get a lot more broad, forbidding Sebastian to take actions against any person without his permission. That, of course, would create its own set of problems through potential inaction.

In the end he has to settle for something closer to the former. He can't possibly cover every base with only three rules to work with, but he knew going in that this was going to be a constant struggle between the two of them. They need to work together, yes, but Sebastian will never stop testing. He has enough common sense not to push too far and risk what trust they'll manage to build within the village (hopefully), but Shikamaru can't assume that he'll have perfect control over the demon at all times. The best he can do is mitigate potential damage.]


For our purposes, loyal citizens include those who reside or work within the village, both shinobi and civilians who aren't a part of the military force, even if they are not physically present within the geographical boundaries of the village at the time in question.

[Not perfect, but it'll have to do.]
nihonjika: (dotdotdot)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-05-06 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shikamaru nods, eyes clenching shut for a few moments as he rides out the burn. It's nothing compared to the initial placement of the seal, though, and it means that their deal is done. He opens his eyes again in time to watch Sebastian's form change, not bothering to pretend he's not watching. He's only ever seen Sebastian in two forms, butler or eldritch shadows, so to see something in between is interesting.

In spite of the frankly ridiculous amount of shinobi that made their way through the facility over the course of Shikamaru's time there, he managed to keep a lot of secrets. From other subjects, and even from his fellow shinobi, but if this is going to happen? He can't keep secrets anymore.]


You won't pass for human. Not for long, anyway. [He might pass among civilians, but even disguised, any shinobi worth the kunai they carried would know something was up the moment Sebastian used any of his powers. They might not know what he was, but Sebastian's never felt normal.]

In my world, shinobi have the ability to summon allies to aid them in battle. A contract is written on a scroll and then signed in blood. After that, another offering of blood is all that's required to summon, and the strength of the summoned creature depends on the amount of chakra supplied by the summoner.

Summoned creatures usually take the form of animals, and shinobi who choose to form contracts usually choose based on clan histories or personal preferences. Naruto can summon giant toads because that's who his teacher contracted with. Kakashi had a pack of dogs for their intelligence and tracking abilities. Tsunade's slug summon can be used for wide-spread defense as well as remote healing.

[And Temari's weasel... Kamatari was the epitome of swift, deadly destruction. But that's enough examples for now. They'll have plenty of time later to go into more specifics if necessary.

So... themes. Themes and usefulness. Care to take a guess at what direction Shikamaru might be thinking?]
nihonjika: (97% perfect)

[personal profile] nihonjika 2018-05-09 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[It'll be an interesting change in dynamic for both of them, especially considering what Shikamaru has to bring up next.

He watches Sebastian's shape shift, looking up at the finished form with something like appreciation. One doesn't have to be terribly observant to pick out Shikamaru's basic affinities, and the form Sebastian's chosen is an excellent blend of the two. Not what he would settle on were they going for a normal summon, but...]


Animals aren't the only thing that can be summoned. Even some gods can be brought to aid, but the price is much, much higher.

[Many view summons as gods of a sort, but they're not immortal. Not infallible. They deal in blood and chakra, but gods? Like Sebastian, gods deal in souls. They're not a tool to be summoned on a whim. They are a final, decisive blow, the ultimate sacrifice made by the summoner in order to see their goal through.

Not unlike Sebastian, really. Not at all.]



Even among summons, you won't pass for normal. But you might pass for a god. [Something old and secret. Maybe something in enough need of a stabilizing host in the modern world that they'd be willing to accept a soul bargain with such a potentially long time frame.

Given the right circumstances and details, their story won't have to be that far off from the truth, which would be ideal. The truth, even altered, is much easier to remember than the conglomeration of lies they'd surely have to use in its place. There will be plenty of room for lies throughout the rest of their business.]